19.5.11

just not like it used to be

the passion, the thrill, the love.

all on a "short" leave of absence.
i miss it though. a hell of a lot.
it hasn't changed me, or my
attitude towards life, its just..
not the same.

i don't get the same attention,
which i'm okay with.
i don't get the same high,
which i've been coping with.
i don't have that same group,
at least right now.

but i want it all back.

i knew this was all going to happen too.
as soon as the first time i quit.
it was all just down hill from there.

i traded my priorities amongst the 2 passions
i've always had in life.

First comes Art (design.. graphic design to be specific)
& then Dance.

Still love you.
I know I've put you on hold for a minute.
But i'll be back. Just let me take care of this.


**She always said "Education first"




**she: lola

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