think but don't speak

There's not much to say now-a-days.

Let me rephrase that..

There's not much i want to share.

They say you can't turn a bad girl good
But once a good girl's goin bad, she's gone forever..
And more forever

i don't know how many times thats gone through my mind.

Even there up on my wall..

Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard.

Do not let the pain make you hate.

Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness.

Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree,

You still believe it to be a beautiful place.

Yet i still rethink everything twice before i let it get out of my mouth and into the public. Is it silly to say that "conversing is not my forte"? Maybe its because i was so open with speaking about my personal thoughts and actions, that i was so used to it before. But now i automatically have this alert in my head that tells me to just be quiet. And sadly, i got not much else to say.

hmm.. 5 more days

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i admit, i haven't prayed in a while.

i'm sorry, i'll pray for you tonight.