What is: So what are we going to do tonight Brain? NARF!!
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nah, but on the real its the same thing every night
this feeling just ain't right
patients & questions
cluelessness & repititions
What is this stupid feeling?
once in a while this feeling is replaced
with lust & foolishness
intoxication & recklessness
in the moment kind of sht
last nights mistakes
yet, secretly glad they were made
waking up, remembering good times
then going thru the day trying to remember the rest
feeling of accomplishment once the week is over
congratulating yourself with a cup full of stupid
that you set aside during the week
then there are the friends
who help you celebrate
who are always there for the good
who offer to be there for the bad
but too ashamed to admit to unhappiness
the bad is spent solo
don't know
where to go
got nothing to show
keep down low
attract nothing your way
so people don't find out
no questions to speak about
like "baby girl, are you okay?"
answers become lies
"yeah i'm doing fine"
moving on skipping what could have been a bad break down
or an awkward moment
going on thru the day
wondering if i spoke up earlier
would i now be okay?
would it really make a difference?
prolly not so i'll just keep it my business
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"What up love?"
no ones called me that in a while
but it sounds so good coming from you
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