TY: Number 23

I'm not scared. Not of you nor myself. I can't really say what I am right now. Kind of hesitant but no intentions of repealing. I guess I'm not really trying. When the opportunity comes around I stay grounded. Letting it all happen at its own pace no push, no shove. Then when things start to speed up and get too close my mind changes courses. I point out all the cons. Make myself uninterested. Not something I want to do, but unfortunately just happens. Even if everything's fine, my mind makes up excuses. Is it my lack of effort or lack of interest?

"Love fears lies. Love fears trust. Love fears letting someone in."

Maybe a year ago I would agreed with this statement. But I don't think its true. I mean if you're really in love or ready to be in love then you'd want to let that 1person in, you would trust them, and if they lied you would be willing to let them gain your trust back. Love doesn't fear those things. Those things define what love is, or can be to a person.

I'm not scared. Not of you nor myself. Love & I just haven't cross paths in a while in the form it used to. Its moved on to more inanimate things. God bless my ability to love & draw.

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